birthday boy...

:: dh hapak da blog nih aq rse.. sori la geng... mlz lorh skg nk update sgt... law de important things br i update our story ok??? ngok pix ats nih... ley agak x kisah pe aq nk update 4 dis time??? hehehehe... mst r psl birthdy someone kn?.... huhuhuhu....


skg dh pkol 1am msoknyer 19hb bln 2 thn 2012 iaitu ary ahad.... dis date actually my luvly punyer bdy... i plan nk wt mkn2 kt kl nih.. xpown bwk dye g restaurant yg dh lme aq idamkn nk bwk my bf ni... p malang nyer my bf xdpt dtg kl tuk celebrate dis party... dye ckp xckup rggt nk dtg... uurmm... dye ckp tkot rggt dye lari.. ia lah sejak aq dh xde kt sne... mmg ssh ckit la life dye sne... hurmm.... im really disappointed la ckit... iya la kn sethn sekali celebrate... bkn sellu... but wat can i do...?? i dh pujuk dye sehbs mungkin dah.. p dye ttp xnk dtg.. xkn nk pakse... cinta xperlu pakse beb~~ ^.^


so, dgn nih trbatal la segala plan aq... dye pown smpi dh ckp xpyh nk smbt bkn de special pown esk lusa hari biase jew... p yunk, bg manja dat de important date in ma life.... u know??.... hurmm.... p xpe2... just follow wat bdy boy say... hurmm... ok la... i nk tdo la..  i tgh skit tekak... my bf  plak selesema... trbaik lah!!! hahahahahaha....

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...ary yg xbest...

:: ary nih kami gado.... boy dtg umh.. bab adeq aq nikah... akhirnya kawin jgk adek aq sorg nih... lps blik jew aq pe ag jlnkn kewajipan aq tuk check hp boy.... aq check jew... de msj pompuan laen... n de same gurl jgk... aq xthu lah... aq mle2 rse benggang sgt cm nk jd hulk dah... ilang segala kesopanan n kesabaran aq... aq makin kurang kepercayaan kt dye...


his frenz jibam yg punca sume nih... dye nk ayat pompuan dayah 2 sume sruh boy... dye jdkn boy owg tgh... boy nih plak kuli kwn... xthu lah aq np boy de sifat cm ni... puas aq ubah sikap dye yg 1 nih... p dye ske brkwn.. aq pown xley nk hlg... laki kn??.... dh 2, jibam nih sruh boy g ayat pompuan 2... dye sruh boy msj lah g ambk pompuan 2 lah... aq nih cm pe jew boy wt... pkir lah perasaan aq... jgn pkir perasaan kwn ko yg kuat nafsu 2... boy xcerte kt aq sal hal nih... ble aq dpt thu.. aq slah phm lah...  aq geram aq kol pompuan 2..  tnye de hbgn x gan boy..? law de aq nk lpskn boy.. aq xske rebut2 sal laki.. pompuan 2 ckp xde yg punca sume ni jibam.... then, aq kol jibam tnye de x sruh boy jd owg tgh.. sruh msj pompuan laen??.. jibam jwb xde.. xpernah gne kredit boy.. aq n gurl 2 dah lme xjmp n contact... kwn boy xnk ngaku dye tipu... so aq suspek boy la wt sume 2... hbs nk suspek spe ag kn??... uurhhmm... ntah la... mmg kami brgado kt area umh aq nih... teruk r jgk... smpi tgn aq bengkak boy wat... hurmm... sedih aq.. nih kali petama boy lukakn batin aq...


boy ckp aq xcaye dye.. bab aq kwn2 dye skg dh kurang... uurmm.... 2 lah luahan aty dye mse dye gado gan aq... dye ckp manja sedar x sejak kite kapel kwn by dh kurang... aq trse sgt dye ckp cm 2.. aq bkn kwl dye.. aq xnk kwn dye jd kn dye kuli.. ble nk pompuan durg sruh boy bwk la ayatkn lah... aq risau... aq xnk dye kwn gan owg cm 2... then ble kami gado kwn dye xnk ngaku.. slahkn boy... aq xnk.. skg nih rmi owg kwn mkn kwn....


skg nih dh ok ckit gan dye... aq juz caye kn saje kt dye.. p xlah caye sgt... kali nih aq nk biarkn dye wt pe yg dye nk... aq dh mlz lah... pe yg aq nk wt aq xnk bgth dye... senang certe... aq xnk thu hal dye... n dye xperlu thu n ambk berat sal aq...aq xnk... aq dah letih lah.. letih sgt.... teramat sgt.. law lah de laki laen nk kawen gan aq p bkn boy... mybe aq.. terme... law laki 2 boy... aq terme jgk... ntah lah... aq letih nk brcinta2 nih.. penat lah... letih... mesty ending pts n gado... pas ni spe masuk minang aq... aq terme jew... aq letih... m tired to all dis things...!!!!!!!!!!!!! uurrrrggghhh~!!!!!!!!!

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✗ Sadness ✗

:: hurmm.. sedey sgt2... ary nih ulang tahun kami yg ke 2thn 9bln.... p kami xcelebrate... sedey nyer....  yela aq keja boy busy... de assgmnt... kami xjmp... boy ckp xde wet... p uat keta ley plak... hurmm... ntah lah... aq mlz nk gado.. dye ckp nxt week jmp.. p de kew wet law nxt week jmp... td kami hmpir je gado dlm hp... aq mao jmp... rindu lorh.. dh brape mggu xjmp... :,(


then, boy try pujuk aq wt aq phm... ntah lh... aq nk celebrate jak... p xpe lah... nk wt cmner kn???... aq pown diam je ble dye ckp... aq xley nk ego.. aq diam bab aq cbe pujuk aty ni sruh phm dis our situation..  hurmm... xpe lah... xde rezeki kn..?.. p cmner pown aq sedey... dis is our special day.. ue guys understand rite??... errmm.... xpe lh fieza... jnji dis relationship still longer... until ke pelamin... amin... ^.^

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♕ Memory New Year Wif Him ♕

:: hehehe... best lorh new year celebration kali nih... kami seronok sgt2.. kami g wonderland wif his frenz... dat was wonderful day in ma life... its my first time go there...  i will never forget dat day... d sne kami maen permainan yg xpernah kami maen... wktu 2 boy cm happy jak... dye sellu bisik d telinga aq n ckp i luv ue... trharu sgt seyhh.. hahahahaha.... he luv me so much... untung lah.. hehehehe....


mlm 2 pas maen d wonderland kami g A'Famosa... bwk dye tgk kubu tentera zaman dlu... d c2 byk sgt beca2.. lawa tauk... +.O  urmm.... then kami terus lik umh mlm 2 jgk... cian dye... penat dye drive car..... =.= nty manja ambk lesen keta manja bwk k...?? i promise!!


p malangnye mlm 2 kami gado.. gado besar sgt... hurmm... aq check hp dye... tgk2 d msj dye.. dye ckp dye d umh kwn pompuan.. aq ckp r sal g umh pompuan laen sne nty kne rush gan jais thu r.. dye ckp dye juz g ambk hos je bab nk wash his car... aq ckp aq xcye then dye mengamuk... hbs hp, kunci keta dye baling... kuatnya 2 dye baling... aq trkejut then aq trs nagis... then dye minx mf.. aq ckp ok kali nih aq cye then aq smbg lik check hp dye... last2!!! aq tgk dye maen msj gan pompuan laen... dayah nme pompuan 2... kimak tol la kn??? aq d kl xde kua gan laki laen... chat gan laki laen pn xde... jujur aq gan dye... p dye??... hurmmm.... cm s***~~!!!!! aq mengamuk mlm 2... aq ckp g lah gan pompuan 2... dye kn senang dpt.. nafsu ko dye ley settle kn... geram aq... pompuan 2 dh la cm pe ntah.. aq mlz nk ckp lah... phm2 sendri lh korg... dlu pernah gado sal pompuan 2 kali nih gado sal pompuan 2 ag!!!! aq mlz dh aq ckp kt dye... aq ckp kt boy aq mlz nk kapel dh gan ko... ko lpskn aq je.. tlg lah~~


mlm 2 aq xtgk mke dye... hurmm... byk alasan boy... dye ckp dye pancing pompuan 2 bab tuk kwn dye... aq mlz lh.. law dye nk puaskn nafsu dye gan pompuan 2 g la.. p aq... jgn hrp lah!!!...  aq xrugi pape law aq gan dye pts.. p dye yg rugi... aq dh muak asyik gado trs... nk jd pe jd lah... aq pasrah.. dh mlz nk perthnkn hbgn nih... sme je.. dr dlu ag dye xckup gan aq sorg!!! p pas2 aq baek2 gitu jak gan dye... untill now,, aq juz wat2 baek gan dye... aq mlz nk brcinta ag... sme je ending dye... hurmm... skg,, aq juz wt bodo je.. bab aq pkir aq dh keja.. rmi ag laki d luar 2... nt de keta... aq kuar r g mne2.. lepak gan kwn ag better... hahahaha.... skg aq mlz nk pkir... nk jd pe jd lah... xkesah dah... dh xnk dgr sume nih ag.... laki kn... hurmm... o.O

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ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ Special For hIM ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

:: nk thu pe yg special nye??? guest what??? hohohoho... looks... actually it nothing special pown juz wat gimik jer... hahahahaha.... cam ni kesah kami kali nih... ary 2 kami de beli bj same.. p xsempat nk pkai sme.. so i told him 4 snap de pic wif his new clothes n then send it 2 me via mms... hahahaha... 
so, as usual lh... my work 4 editing dat pic... i combine our pic... dat why i said special 4 him... ♥ ♥ 


♥ ♥ want know de result of editing??... ♥ ♥ 

♥  BABYMANJA  ♥ 

hahahaha... lawa x??? lawa kn... law xlawa pown... ko ade??? take time taw 4 editing nih... kol 3 pg lorh br ciap... xpe lh korban tuk hbgn nih... hope he like it... luv ue FT (FAIZAL TAN)... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

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♥♥Beautiful Begin♥♥

06/04/2009-9.00pm

:: life dat will charge everything... now, i hv a new guys in ma life.... dun knw how long its takes... hopely, it can still 4eva.. starting now i will be belong to boy tan... i dun knw who he is actually... but my heart say he is a gud guy... actually, dat day i was confuse wif my feeling... i dun know what is my real  feeling.... i also dun know dis relationship will still longer or not... i hope dis is de right decision i ever make...

GOD, pls show me de right way in my life.. im begging YOU!!!....<<mcm terdesak sgt lah plak.. -.-'>>

my Mr. Right, i hopely ue sincere for luving me... uiiseyyhh menn!!~~ i will open my heart 4 ue if ue really2 ♥ me~!! 4 dis time i ever forget wat he was say... when he want me be his lover he said like dis:

    

     "sudikah jadi special boy??" & dat day also he singing a song 4 me!! he also bring his guitar... aq trharu sgt2... cm mao nagis gitu lorhh... 

♥dis is our first picture ♥ 

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✧ FieZal Pets ✧

:: hehehe... kami de pet yg cute sgt... his name OREN... why n who give dis name??? spe ag law bkn boy.. dye yg tauk nma nih... first ramadhan 2011 bln 8.... oren dtg umh umh sewa aq d k.sel... dye dtg terus lompat ats kaki aq... 2 yg aq trkejut sgt2... then i make decision to take care of it.. ary 2 jgk i n my bf g cri cage tuk dye...  wktu 2 dye dlm umor 4bln... kecil je p skg his growing up... now his age 8 month already.. syukur dye still life... we love our oren very much.. dh mcm anak kami sendri... law pn dye nakal sgt p kami syg dye sgt... he very special for us...  hehehehe... now oren sleeping... mybe tired kowt... td dye maen kat lua... blik je dye mkn minom terus naek katil tdo..  clever right?? ... dats why i very love him...


♥♥dis is oren picture :

♥ he take some feel before sleeping.. ♥

♥ oren wif his new necklace.. ♥

cute kn???.. i already tell ue.. its so cute... Geramm~!!!

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